I hate feeling tired all the time. It's ridiculous since I get a decent enough amount of sleep compared to some of my peers (probably due to the fact I do less work than them...). Yet it seems I only spend about 1/4 of the day, or even just my life, fully awake or alert. Consequently, nothing I do ever seems good enough or even enough. I know I should work harder. I know I should be doing better. I whine too much and can't seem to keep my mouth shut even knowing so. As people have been kind enough to point out in the past in a rather succinct manner: I suck.
Here's a song for having to deal with my inferiority issues. Sometimes, this one helps me feel just a bit more awake...
Sounds of Life (Feat. Jasmine Yee) by Pendulum
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