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[alectoperdita]

Sometimes my need to "overachieve" really pains me. It doesn't feel like overachieving to me, but when I tell other people, I'm told just to chill and stop being so Asian about it. I suppose in a normative context, trying for a graduating GPA of 3.75 or over is on the side of overachieving. But I'm really worn out these days. Almost none of my classes are interesting anymore, and all I want to do it just get them over with. Part of me wants to slack, after all it wouldn't kill me to get another B or two. Yet I know I'll hate myself so much when I see that(those) B('s). Two exams this Thursday, and an exam each week for the next three weeks along with a paper due on the third week.  Was my schedule always this crowded in terms of exams?  Maybe I never took notice until now because of Google calendar.

I really hope we do something fun for Halloween. Mike said Carl wanted to do a Sandman thing for Halloween, and if that happened, I would be recruited for the part of Death. I'm not depending on it since well... they're kind of a indecisive group in a big way. I just want to slack off and have fun...

Got back to playing Persona 3, where I just ran into a whole shitload of plot.

Also started RP'ing again.  Don't know if this one will last, but it'll flex my writing muscles of sort.

Gave in my resume and cover letter to Enspire Learning today.  I really hope they contact me for first round interviews.

Can't wait to see Bodies this Friday. If there's a BS meeting on Friday, tough luck. Not going to miss Bodies for it.

Back to reading about Hitler and the Third Reich.

Comments

[kasumi-blue.livejournal.com]

Sorry to just pop in randomly here... but do you know anyone at CMU named Chelsea?

Don't feel bad about your overachieverness. I wish I had a fraction of your motivation and discipline...

[alecto-chan.livejournal.com]

Hehe, no problem. That's what an LJ is for.

I know of a Chelsea that's a Japanese major and was planning to study in Japan at one point. I don't know her very well though, or even her last name.

[kasumi-blue.livejournal.com]

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DUDE

Small world o_o She's going to the same university here in Japan as me XD I didn't think to make the connection between you and her until just the other day XD Hahahaha, awesome XD

[alecto-chan.livejournal.com]

Haha, lucky coincidence that is. I hope you're having tons of fun in Japan in the meanwhile!