So the world ends?

[alectoperdita]

So... a week away from the internet brings me a new episode of YGO: The Abridged, more SC2 videos, and fandom jumping the boat on LJ.  Where will I go for my lulz and my smut now?!

I feel like I've wasted my entire summer.  My time in Shanghai was mediocre and it's difficult going back to my parents' afterward.  I always feel exceptionally isolated when I'm back here.  Bored and unmotivated.  No doubt part of that is definitely my own problem.

It's my senior year now.  Still I have no aspirations or plans in terms of any future career or education.  I could be taking this time to try and study for GREs, but nothing.  My problem is always a lack of aspiration.  I have no real want for anything.  Or perhaps what little I do want doesn't meet the standards of what I feel they should be.  It annoys me that someone is beginning to figure into any consideration that I may make at this point.  It's stupid, but I can't seem to help it.

*sigh* What am I to do?

Comments

[xceresx.livejournal.com]

Don't worry! I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm not an accounting or finance major hahaha. So I don't know what to do!

[alecto-chan.livejournal.com]

*sigh* Why can't we be nice goal-oriented people with plans and all?

[xceresx.livejournal.com]

Those people are boring. We're cool!