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alectoperdita) wrote2007-08-10 12:08 am
alectoperdita) wrote2007-08-10 12:08 am
So the world ends?
So... a week away from the internet brings me a new episode of YGO: The Abridged, more SC2 videos, and fandom jumping the boat on LJ. Where will I go for my lulz and my smut now?!
I feel like I've wasted my entire summer. My time in Shanghai was mediocre and it's difficult going back to my parents' afterward. I always feel exceptionally isolated when I'm back here. Bored and unmotivated. No doubt part of that is definitely my own problem.
It's my senior year now. Still I have no aspirations or plans in terms of any future career or education. I could be taking this time to try and study for GREs, but nothing. My problem is always a lack of aspiration. I have no real want for anything. Or perhaps what little I do want doesn't meet the standards of what I feel they should be. It annoys me that someone is beginning to figure into any consideration that I may make at this point. It's stupid, but I can't seem to help it.
*sigh* What am I to do?
I feel like I've wasted my entire summer. My time in Shanghai was mediocre and it's difficult going back to my parents' afterward. I always feel exceptionally isolated when I'm back here. Bored and unmotivated. No doubt part of that is definitely my own problem.
It's my senior year now. Still I have no aspirations or plans in terms of any future career or education. I could be taking this time to try and study for GREs, but nothing. My problem is always a lack of aspiration. I have no real want for anything. Or perhaps what little I do want doesn't meet the standards of what I feel they should be. It annoys me that someone is beginning to figure into any consideration that I may make at this point. It's stupid, but I can't seem to help it.
*sigh* What am I to do?
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